Sunday, January 3, 2010




i want this badly. cheap but cant buy.

Friday, April 24, 2009

prettiest baby ever(:


6th june 2008, 11.53 pm. i feel relief when this little pretty girl came out to see the world how it looks like after its been 10 hours in the labour room on pains. at the first time i heard she cried, i was crying the moment. her voice is beautiful, very beautiful to be heard of. i can never believe that i will be a mom this fast. i hate it at first, but she prove me that im wrong to hate all of those feelings that i felt. it was stressful to wake up in the morning, it is so frustated when i have to wake up at 3 am to change her diapers. its all so sudden for me. so i have to be calm, i have to be strong to be a mom. when she was a little baby, she doesnt cry to much like other babies. and that makes my job easier. day by day, i saw her growing up. it feels like i dont ever want her to grow up. i love this little baby. now she's almost 11 months. she going to be a little girl. i miss it when i remember how she tried to learn how to straight up her head, how to laugh, how to smile, and more. now she's not a little baby anymore. she is a big baby and going to be a young girl. i love her so much. and i cant imagine hows my life without her. i just cant leave her a minute when someone playing with her. i want to hold her all the time and so she could never leave me.
this little girl, show me something that i had never felt before. its about how my mom take care of me all this time, this 17 years. i am so thankful for this pretty little baby. i love her so much. i could never leave her.

satu kisah cinta

aku ingat lagi mase tu 31 disember 04. hari sabtu tak salah aku. mase tu orientasi utk pelajar tahun 05. name skolah aku, sek.men.keb. seksyen 5.aku pegi la dkat dewan terbuka tu, aku duduk je la mane mane, aku duduksbelah sorang minah ni. aku igt lagi, aku tanye die " name awak ape?saye ayunni" minah tu jawab"saye madihah". aku igt lagi tau cemane bau badan minah tu hehe. tiba hari pertama mula sekolah bagi 2005, aku masuk kelas. 1 azam. aku tenampak madihah, eeee suka aku, boleh aku duduk seblah die, sbb dh kenal en. kat klas tu aku duduk dgn diha dgn ummi. dpn aku tu baik gak dgn aku, name dye fyqa dgn atiqah. lepas seminggu tu, ade sorang minah ni pulakk, budak baru. name dye nabilla. baru masuk dah poyo poyo minah tu pakai wristband And1. aku ingat lagi mase tu sebab iqmal pn sebok nak join mengumpat nabilla tu. tak lame lepas tu aku pn tak tau cemane aku boleh rapat dgn bella ni ha. aku ajak la lepak makan dgn die kat nz, pegi cc. mase tu aku igt lagi, bella baru nak kenal myspace. die x letak pn gambar die. siap ade glitter glitter lagi kt page die hahaha. aku harap korang sume dpt tgk page die mase tu hahahaha. tak lame lps tu aku kenal sorang minah ni plak, die senior tua setahun drpd aku, name die qila. mase tu aku x rapat sgt dh dgn bella. aku dgn qila ni ke hulu ke hilir tak berenggang. pegi sume tempat same same. date pon same same. haha.dari qila tu aku kenal mimie, mimie ni tggl dekat dekat dgn rumah qila. kitorang ade la lepak lepak same same. masuk form 2 aku lepak dgn qila jugak sampai la aku melekat dgn sorang ni haa, name die ijat. aku kurang igt cerita hidup aku mase form2 dulu. tp yg aku igt aku cume lepak dgn bf aku je. masuk form 3 pulakk, mula mula takut laa nak pmr en. tapi wat selambe je ahh. aku start lepak balik dgn kawan kawan aku, aku pn kenal kawan kawan baru yang aku tak penah tegur mase aku form 1 form 2 dulu. aku kenal lyqa nana ausi zafirah, fyqa, yg aku dah lame tak tegur dgn jaja. kitorang ni mase form3 same tusyen. so kitorang ni dah macam lemak becantum tak boleh nak operate dah haha. tapi kan yang paling aku tak boleh lupa sekali, masa kitorang pegi trip cameron highland. that was a miracle moments bagi aku. mase tu aku harap kalau kitorang yang satu cinta ni dapat duduk sana sampai bila bila kan best, tak payah belajar, tak payah pegi jauh jauh, tak payah tinggal kan sesama sendiri. korang tak harap ke kalau kite macam tu? best kann? tapi sekarang kitorang dah tak macam dulu. aku lain cerita, bella lain cerita, lyqa pindah shah alam, nana lain cerita, jaja lain cerita,zafirah lain cerita, fyqa pegi kelantan, ausi pegi seseri. aku sangaaaaaat rindukan mereka mereka ini . maybe lepas korang spm ni mesty pegi jauh dan jauh lagi. jangan lah i need you lah cinta cinta ku . aku sangat rindu kan kamu semua . kadang kadang aku menyesal dengan semua ape yg aku buat dulu, sakitkan hati korang semua lah apa lah entah apa lah lagi aku buat dekat korang tapi aku tak tau kan.tp nak buat apa fikir macam tu. life goes on lah kan babe? janji lah dengan aku, kita akan jadi sisters for life. u see i need you guys as much as i need this world to live on. cukup ke sayang aku dekat korang sume kalau banyak tu? tp aku cuma nak korang semua tau, yang aku takkan lepaskan sayang aku dekat korang semua lepas aku sayang korang macam nak gila. (';




i love you guys, and this, dedicated to beloved
madihah
bella
lyqa
nana
ausi
jaja
fyqa
qila
mimie
farah
ini adalah satu kisah cinta yang ikhlas dari aku tau.bukanlah cinta lelaki dan wanita, tapi cinta yang datang mulanya dari hati korang semua.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

what he likes and loves to do.

dea suka tido manyakk .
dea suka makann manyak .
dea suka masak sampai tak nak saya tolong .
dea suka buat ape ape saje lambat lambat .
dea suka marah saya bila saya teruk .
dea suka cium dahi saya .
dea suka cium pipi saya .
dea suka cium bibir saya .
dea suka bau ketiak saya .
dea suka ketawa macam orang gila dan saya suka lihat dea ketawa .
dea suka tengok tv sampai tak hiraukan saya .
dea suka kacau saya dengan janggut dea .
dea suka makan ayam bahagian dada .
dea suka cium saya masa saya tidur , saya taw sebab saya suka pura2 tidur .
dea suka peluk saya sebab saya taw saya gemuk .
dea suka gigit saya .
dea suka buat saya ketawa .
dea suka buat saya gembira .
dea suka bila saya ketawa .
dea suka bila saya gembira .
dea suka pokk saya bila saya degil .
dea suka panggil saya dengan manja kalaw saya marah dea .
dea suka gelak kalaw tengok saya marah , sebab dea kata muka saya kelaka .
dea suka jelir lidah dekat saya .
dea suka suap saya makan .
dea suka manja manja .
dea suka semua dekat atas ni ..
saya sayangg deaaa sangat sangatttt .

Friday, May 11, 2007

1st Year Anniversary

yesterday, was 11th of mei,
its our 1st year anniversary.
it feels like we just met, its been a year since we've share this love.
i love everything about you,
when you're hugging me, when you kissed me, your smile, nose, especially your tummy. i love your tummy. its like bouncing and bouncing everywhere. :p
he is such a great man. and i want to marry you. really.
i hope one day we will. i love you so much sweetheart. (;



10 May 2007 23:45 .



Saturday, April 7, 2007

Him<3

•give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hold her.
•let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

Friday, March 23, 2007

I Love You

I've had a lot of problems in my life,
But you were always there by my side,
When I thought I had no one,
It was to you I would confide.

You mean the world to me,
And I want be your wife,
I promise to keep you happy,
For the rest of my life.

I know I'm young and crazy,
But I know what I want do,
And that's to spend the rest,
Of my life with you!

I know we might argue,
But that don't mean our love ain't true,
We both say things we don't mean,
But don't ever think I don't love you.

We gone always be together,
We just have to have faith,
Baby, you're more than just my man,
You're my soul mate.